In recent times all my drawings have been around the size of an A3 piece of paper. I now very rarely draw anything smaller as I feel that details could be lost.
For many of the subjects I wished to draw, this A3 size seems to be the optimum size. Not too big and not too small.
In early January I decided that more impact was needed for a story that I wished to tell. To achieve that I not only went with drawing the piece on black paper but also scaled it up to a bigger size. The initial sketching was started and that seemed to go well… then I never touched it again.
Now I have argued that there was a clash of schedules and l had taken on more projects than I had intended and… yes there is an element of truth in this.
But, if I was being entirely honest with myself there was also an element of fear and perhaps regret at attempting something so big particularly as I regard myself as being at the start of my artistic journey.
Now I could of course have gone the other way and gone smaller. There is no doubt that small, even the miniature can have a wow factor.
I have seen some incredibly detailed pieces of artwork such as watercolor paintings only 2 inches square that are beautiful.
They are exquisite and the skill involved in getting so much detail into such a small space can only be admired.
However, putting to one side the fact that I do not have the necessary skill to achieve so much detail in such a small piece, I am not sure the subtle approach is appropriate for the type of message that I want to put across.
My purpose is to raise awareness of wildlife issues and I want to shout as loudly as possible which is why I took the decision to go big and bold with the Orangutan and baby. The message of loss of their habitat to make way for oil palm plantations is one that should not be ignored.
However what is the point of aspiring to shout a message when I am fearful of doing so!
It was time to confront the fear!
The whole of last week was spent confronting that fear
This drawing of an Orangutan and her baby measures 70 cm x 50 cm and is the biggest drawing I have ever attempted.
To overcome the fear, I ignored the subject and just took small areas at a time mapping out the different shapes. Now I am slowly building up the layers. Approaching it this way has made it less daunting. There is also the opportunity to really focus in on the details of different elements such as the hairy hand, the nose, the mouth and the the arrangement of the hair in the mother as well as striving to capture that close relationship between mother and baby.
It is important to get this right and I won’t rush it. I will do a little bit at a time and carefully work out the best way to interpret each part of the drawing as I continue to rotate between other drawings.
Unfortunately it will take some time before I am ready to shout about this but it is better to get it right!